Too many things to do, but won’t do anything.

People’s mind goes strange somehow.

For me, there are too many things need to be done or sorted out. But, I’m always thinking what should I do now, or what is the most suitable task for now. Unfortunetely, the answer is always ‘nothing’ or the whole time was wasted by such kind of thinking.

Too many wonderings distract my focus. I know that.

For me, if a wish could not be accomplished for some reason, the feeling of disapointment became stronger and stronger. But if I did that, owned that, the strong feeling of the desire maybe disapears shortly. The key is, I have to experience every desire by myself, then I will know if it’s what I really want. That means, even I will change mind after owning something, it’s still worth to spend time/money on that. Because that experience help me to be more familiar with myself, and let me focus on fewer things which I really desired.

Experiences take costs.